today is ntl day!! :D for me perhaps u can call it mugger day :P
i am officially a mugger now:P
mugged for nx wk test until all the stuff are stuck in my head like songs :O
when i'm on the train, i think of maintaining centre of gravity
when i'm still, i think of all the forces in equilibrum :P
when i'm meditating, i think of my chest being lifted upwards and outwards when breathing in :P
when i'm resting, i try to recall climatic disasters.
OMG!!!! ppl are starting to say i'm siao again and i feel relieved
cos this may mean improving grades
and studying is not so much of a torture anymore!!:D
it's always gd to enjoy what u do.
happiness has to come from inside.
if ur source of happiness is derived from outside (esp sensual pleasures), when you don't have them, you'll be unhappy.
i learnt a lot of things during meditation ytd :)
and i'd like to reemphasize that the best medicine for ANYTHING is a SMILE :):):)
a very gd eg is on fri
i didn't get to watch any movie.
tix sold out at cinema
person still gave us some seats and we thought the sold out sign was faulty
when we went in, ppl take our seats
there was an error, we got refunded
walueh damn pissed!
couldn't watch online cos site got prob
got SUPER ANGRY
that's how sensual pleasure just consume us
i just got comforted by the fact that my dad's gonna fix the pps software
and that it'll come out on tv sooner or later
after awhile, we should learn to let go and not let such things affect our happiness
we can enjoy, when when we don't have that leisure, we should not cling on to it
it'll only bring suffering
when u relax, things naturally work out
like tmr service learning we're ending early which means i might get to go out
u can't hv ur cake and eat it
i didn't go to istana cos i decided mugging was more impt
and just let go of it
cos anw probably see my artwork at biennale next yr
here's my personal "slice of life" :P
hope u can relate to what i'm saying and hv a gd day :D