:@ no one's tagging me! D; i don't want a dead blog, and its made worse by e fact i'm really busy now:(
i think i shld try to write in proper sentences, thou i use short form- i like shortcuts. singlish is a result of laziness and also to spd up when taking notes in class. oh well.. srsly, i do get a1s for english..
O.O i think i've been kinda pushed beyond my limits studying too much. u c, i started mugging and stressing a lot during sep hols while my peers only started this wk or last. i wonder how they study within such a short time, considering they hvn't touched some subj? well, i hvn't touched lit, and am only intending to coming wkend cos its on wk5. (oh yea, our lit tr was the only kind tr to give us childrens' day presents!:D said we're all deprived children~i agree!) well, i guess if by now yr not stressed there's sth wrong.
once i reach home the thought of doing wk is too oppressive, since ytd. i ended up reading "Diary of a wimpy kid" teehee:P which my mum bot 4 my bro. anw, it's more of a preteen, considering there are girls who wear makeup to sch and boys who need to shave? oh yea, and going shopping at night! got me ecstatic- havent been anywhere but sch for nearly a fortnight.
been mugging- esp in sch- during free periods! (when e whole class cn actually be almost as quiet as during a test) and on my way home too.
tdy we hd a farewell party 4 our dear eng tr. she's fr england, and she's gg bk. and she told me she's retiring!:( so sad.. she's e greatest tr ever! my eng shot up 3 grades this yr. she was really touched at our present- old chang kee snacks and a ty card!:) but i felt like crying thruout e whole thg- surprisingly no 1 did! (if i hd been her i surely would!)
i slept late e whole wk- yucks. slpg at 10pm is alr tiring enough! urgh, but no choice. shall sleep in tmr. and a few nites ago (cnt rmb when) i had this random and really terrifying dream abt vampires. e vamps included my frens and ppl i knew, and they were white and flew like those in van hesling. eek, later i actually transformed in2 1 and in e morn i 草木皆兵;杯弓蛇影 and kept checking that i had not grown fangs. thkfully i din dream of myself sucking blood-.-but that has inspired me to write some vamp story aft eoys, and pray it doesn't turn out crappy like a 70-pg ghost story i did last yr- i found it lame!
now i'm in a dilemma. one time i saw sec4s doing their O level art and i got so inspired i wish i could do it nx yr, considering my art is 4th in class, and its been my passion since idk when. but thn i cnt do trip sc! mayb i'll jus give up trip sc anw.. i've gotta ask my art tr.
i had exam pract, and my math is horrible. i find e papers so hard.. i hope i cn make it. maths has always been my best-.- can u believe i only just passed 2008 paper? but yea, i got 85 for e 2007 paper:? and i dun hv enough time to do so much pract.. chn was easier thn i thot, but so far i've gotten quite alot wrong :x but bb said ours would be even easier (oh yea, he gave us a short paper and yep, i shocked myself w my marks and hv more confid. in my marks now- and he said my marks r in e safe range 4 eoy!) my sc- i LOVE physics, am madly in love w it and hv absolutely no idea why my frens hate it. i think its my fav sc cos for now, its easiest, tx to all e hard wk in june! and i've srsly improved. my chem made a huge drop, but many thgs in e pract paper r not tested, so it shld be fine. bio- know my stuff can la, wun be too diff. but if i take double sc nx yr it'll be PHYSICS CHEM, not bio cos geog dun hv bio and i just love physics, and i can still do bio in JC even if i take phy. (hey during tt mock exam sm1 needed to go off and evry1 started to argue w tr tt they wanted to go off cos they were done or given up and we ended up 1st class to be released. but i was still chkg and evry1 started to discuss ans! urgh..anw i stayed till 530 bcos i waited 4 yichao to c e dentist.)
i'm obsessing abt results and am getting boastful. i know it so dun rmd me. and yea, i'm not really happy now, no pt trying to be +ve- its all faking. but in 11 days time i'll lose myself in the sea of blithe.