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i din write over the wkend. i shall update.
Sat
I practiaclly slogged my way thru this day w/o touching my comp. so much hwk! i got quite a bit done but it really exhausted me.
Did yall catch MJ's concert tt night? Nice! (but got abit boring cos the songs all the same) i like the part when that crazy woman ran on2 e stage 2 hug him! Wahaha! i like the finale, magic show and the part when he hung fr the rotating platform abv e audience.
Sun
i was damn sick of wk and hd 2 take a break. still i hd 2 do some. i was stuck at home the entire wkend cos my parents din hv time 2 take me out and nearly died. later went 2 buy tr day presents n nearly gave up finding but got cheap n gd stuff in e end.
i was busy wrapping tr day presents so i din get 2 fully enjoy snakes on a plane last night. not as gd as i thot.
I got in2 a fiery rage aft tt bcos of homec. i apparently hdnt prep recipes! i cheonged and panicked like dunno wad and did an extremely sloppy job but what do i care?! how am i supp 2 wk like a machine over the wkend, huh? i'm human, but the world doensn't treat humans human! thn idk if i cn prep within the time and all e crap and might as well jus fail the whole thing. urgh.. my only concern is affectg my ppr grade when i dun even understd why a subj like tt shld even exist!
i finished at 11 but was so angry i couldn't slp until 12. i was angry not jus bcos of tt. FINAL DESTINATION IS M18 AND I WANNA WATCH 3D!!!!!!!!!!!! what the f***! all e nice movies rate. large no of movie-goers r students! i nearly fainted finding out. there isn't even any sense rating movies. they shld only put a guideline bcos evry1 cn easily get it online! almost every1 i know watch rated movies online. anw, i sugg tt if i wk really really hard durin hols 1 day dad might bring me to johor 2 watch in 3d. or i cn ask peijing if her parents cn bring us bcos i'd rather die thn dun watch!! anw if it fails i hv 2 watch online which is not so bad as its alr v violent. but the more violent, the nicer.
Tdy
i woke up feeling angry but later thot abt the poss of watching 3d and cooled down. tdy was tr day celeb and was fun. we hd dun 4get the lyrics 4 trs!! Wahoo! bt they called e whole dept up and obviously they get it correct esp its so easy. thn e only tr i knew who even sang was bb. he led e chn dept. then later they sang tt song again 4 e sec4s cos they leaving and he hd 2 lead cos my VP din know e rest of e lyrics! haha. thn our principal nv sing at all!>.< trs oso hv the nature 4 being afraid 2 volunteer! tahaha.
i was reluctant 2 go 4 lessons aft tt. some more full day- unfair. we still hd fun aft tt cos we were givin our form trs gifts. bb n mo lao shi gave us marshmallows!! so nice of em. :D
4 homec later i panicked cos i realised my recipes were so screwed! O.O hope i pass. stupid.. i ended up feeling so upset aft tt.
4 math i got upset too bcos my math marks weren't gd and the worst thing was if i weren't careless, i get 29/30!D;< my tr -1m 4 sth he din even tell us and we argued 2 no avail. wuliao.. many ppl din get full marks cos of tt.
but chem brought up my mood!:D i nearly fainted bcos i topped e class in my test! 1st time!XD thn i was in a daze aft tt bt could not express my feelings cos ppl will b jealous. wahaha!!
My trs were all so plsed 2 get present lor. my chem tr struggled with his gifts when he walked out of class!wahaha! i hope e trs dun get sore throat cos they got so many chocs! i went staff rm aft sch and my trs were so happy w their presents! i felt gd:D
gd thing abt a hol tmr:- can slack!! yay!! thn i cn play a bit. still wondering whether 2 watch movie tmr or fri. anw, final destination is still MINE!!

Tdy was an ok day. I feel quite gd. My chem test was much easier thn expected, and i hv high hopes:D i ♥ chem!:D its very fun and easy lor.
I found out that the beatboxer who came 2 our sch ytd is world no5!!!!!!! OMG!!!!! it's just soooo cool. they said he was at lady gaga's concert!! Omg! he looked like our math tr and evry1 tease him tt he has a bro>:P lol
They like to bully our math tr lor. tdy during his lesson our VP came in but we all still disturb him and tease him abt his pronunciation of words "surface" & "sphere". Wahaha!! :D every1 nearly fell off their seats laughing.:D
On fris i like to pamper myself. i play comp, slack and sometimes go 4 a movie. however, these fortnight or so i hv not allowed myself 2 watch a movie partly bcos of the trauma of the last, and oso cos i scared i pok kai. i restrained myself fr pleasure like drinks bcos of $ and also health. tdy i bot macs and a tiny burger cost a whopping $3.65! Walao! so ex! i realised u shld nv eat macs unless u buy a meal.
Tdy i beat the comp game Final Ninja Zero. it took me abt only 2 wks 2 beat cos of my experience w Final Ninja. So fun! i nv knew i could beat 2day cos i learnt a trick and beat lvl 21 and the last level was shockingly easy and finished in 1 try. Woots!^^
Oh yea, btw we dun nid 2 gather @ specs stand aft recess fr wed onwds anymore!!♥ I HATE the Peace&quiet op lor. Soo freakin' annoying and no time 4 recess.
for tr day they nv even say properly n idk if 1/2 day of full day. probably full. so cnt go bk pri sch. anw it'll be full of sec1s.
However, a slight issue is bothering me. its not so bad yet, but might escalate. my comp got prob so cnt bold/ italic.

Chills
Trekking through the cold forest all day
Need to find a place to spend the night.
Ah! I spotted a bonfire over there
To keep me warm for the night.

The fire burns,
Warming me up comfortably.
However, the fuel is burning out.
I try to use pieces of wood to keep the fire going
But yet it shrinks
And shrinks
And shrinks.

A cold shiver rises up my spine
Goosebumps are everywhere.
There is still fire
But only a small flame.
I'm trying to keep it burining
But it may not be working so well.
How long can I keep it going
Before I have to endure the chilly night
Alone?

wasai! hv to study, keep this short. i 4got 2 mention tt bb took our sexual edu lesson ytd!:O i kept err-ing. and i was oso pissed ytd bcos i banged my upper leg a few days ago n smtimes walking was painful!
wasai im dem tired 2day n hv doubts 2 clear 4 chem. and homec:( jus now during pe we playing volleyball and the ball came and i hit it upwards and i hit my specs off too! wahaha! thn it flew. heng eh made of plastic nv break:)
our indian dance tr nv scold us anymore:) she say we best class!!:D nx wk they take video of us 2 put on edulearn:x
for assembly there was this SAF singing(?) team who came to our sch n there's this guy w same name as bb:x and there's this super cool guy who cn do beatboxing- making all those musical sounds like drums and it was soooo cool we din want it to end:D
CCA was fun and i made my best work ever. i made a vase n lined it w decos n got envied by evry1 (dun say i zi kua)
Final destination opens tdy:D peijing n i will watch during hols:D can't wait! ok g2g bye!

i know u dun like me 2 be pissed but it is a fact. i am now not very happy. there r several reasons why im pissed, particularly tdy.

1. my blogskin was normal ytd, only displaying bandwidth exceeded on the navs. but tdy its bk to normal.
2. the comp is lagging>:(
3. i realised i hv a lot to study for chem and can't get my hands on a prev paper 4 pract.
4. i hv trouble balancing eqns.
5. my acids notes are missing. (but cn use the slides)
6. my ppr is not tt great in my class. sc below ave some more.
7. idk if cn make it 2 trip sc, and if my choice is a bad choice.
8. Tons to study 4 eoy.
9. Tdy was beg of op-peace&quiet. its bad enough its so inconvenient. 1st day only we went specs stand l8 and even Mrs Goh scolded us like crazy. Our sch is full of SHIT trs like some yr heads and they abused us, particularly Mrs Gurung. I was compelled to show the finger but too many trs so i din.
10. My best fren in my class is hanging out w my worst enemies (whom were once my best frens btw and cheated my feelings. My scars are so deep posibility of bringin them bk=0.)
11. There was this toopid I-know-it-all sec1 in the orange bowl queue tt i felt like slapping when she din let qiuzi n peijing cut q. i shld hv refused. toopid, how dare she even say snrs.. i was compelled to scream vulgarities in her face and beat her to a bloody pulp. im too submissive. i shld learn to fight 4 my rights (n my frens)
12. i dun hv the songs i want in my phone.
13. i still hv proj 2 do plus hw.
14. i dun understd e bk im readin cos i dun even know who's who now.
15. i cnt sleep at night and sleep v late so im v tired.
16. jus now i saw a sexual word in e chn papers and sin know the meaning and ask frens. they laughed and i felt stupid:(

but theres some gd things. my hist test did v v well:D jus now qiuzi and peijing fought durin lunch was hilarious. qiuzi fell off her seat some more(but she say dem pain) and cocoa trees came 2 sch so i cld buy chocs 4 trs (including bb) xian lar. g2g.

i hd assluck 2day for math test bcos idk how 2 do q5 and chk 100x still cnt find out wads wrong. i dun get how other ppl get the ans. sigh..:(
my eng was the nx period and i was still really upset abt the math! thkfully i got over it soon. it was ok, and bao zhang was ok too. i wrote unusually much but obviously my frens still write more. i hd to chiong thou.
tdy durin morn jog i jogged past The Gang and sm1 saw me and called my name really loud. but i pretended not to hear which is gd cos they left me alone aft tt. so wu liao, they think they v gd ppl also dun like them eh!
i dun really hv much to study now cos idk wad else 2 study. so im doing proj and i grateful it occupies my time as it is v boring in the wk im supposed to be v busy.
i got bk my pprs and they're really gd:D my geog shot over 20m and i'm conf in top 20%:D and got a lot of a1s:D distinction for evryth excep chn and lit.
we went to the lab for chem and i was fun:D like in sec1. but really rush. i wasn't really scared when i extinguished the burning splint (anw i wasn't holdg the test tube)
these days nth much 2 write and my life is kinda mundane. hope sth will pop up cos im bored.

tmr got 3 tests yet im not stressing?! this is weird. normally i stress up. but nth much to study leh.. like math i more or less know, and for formal letter writing and bao zhang cannot study, is on the spot crap. i think i shld b ok, cos my bao zhang does well normally and my eng has a gd a1.. i hd my chem mcq tdy and aft tt our tr went thru the ans, and i got full marks!!^^ i think fri's test shld not b too bad.. i found an error in tt test i got 14 1/2 and now -1m:.(
dun say tt u-know-who hacked my blogger when i wrote in chn tt day. is i want to, but i cnt express myself one, some more was in a foul mood.. the bandwidth exceeded thingy still doesn't go away..:.(
i'm probably giving those trs i not givin pottery cups to (which my parents bot) chocolates 4 tr day cos i cnt think of anyth else..haiz, hack-care la, giv can alr. i think i'll giv most trs but not all as ill be pok kai. oh yea, i think my pri sch jr (in my sch) will bring me bk to pri sch. i hope my frens will come, or else i wun cos too paisay. and i prob wun hv $ to buy the trs presents (i regret not givin my p6 form cos he was the one who supported me 4 psle and he was right tt i'd top the sch.)
i'm slowly gettin over my staring prob- which actually got quite serious but i dun mind so much abt it now, which is gd.
bye.

真气死我了！我开博客时出现什么鸡屁股“bandwith exceeded photobucket"到现在都不能解决。我今天勉强用华语因为我的成绩像大便一样烂，和同学相比望尘莫及，差一点名落孙山。我最近超忙，今天读数学读到要命！我恨读书。。。
气死人了我不会用华语表达自己，改天才写啦！我的老师讲平常要搞好华文，还要查字典，我没有时间啦！而且讨厌这么做，哎哟。。然后将来若不及格怎么办？？？
教师节要来了，还要给**买礼物，不然给别老师很奇怪。。给就给啦！反正我又没有这么多钱。。。那天升旗礼时（因为我站在后面），他还站在我们同一行，又唱这么大声我们都不禁笑了起来〉：）
哎哟很晚了我要睡觉该天才说啦！~

It's just plain weird, I dun feel so sad anymore. it's gd. I think its cos i'm a teen. I got over my chn marks alr:D i hd 2 bizzarre dreams last night tt can be considered nightmares bcos they kinda freaked me out, related to my marks bcos i went to bed feeling upset last night. But ive put it behind now:D consult my tuition tr la.
I hd my 2nd sex edu lesson tdy (did i mention it last wk?) mrs gurung is damn ******* keep scolding us like we're pri sch kids (in the first place we aren't children anymore) but once we shut up and she's happy its fine. Actually, on such a touchy topic, obviously evry1 would giggle and make comments right? ERRR.. Denise, u actually wrote the word camwhor in yr blog, naughty arr? many ppl in my class too guai kia alr, keep shh-ing ppl- i dun mean to condemn u, but just remind u not to be so guai kia! so i talked to my fren beside me fr faith.. can tlk thn fun ma. i saw porn b4 but am NOT addicted but instead very disgusted, unlike wad she said the effects are- i'm not a guy wad. but the talk was fun* oh, and bb practically sat thru the whole thing and i even saw him leaning to see the screen!! eeyer!! eeyer!! ;x
Woots^^ my studying for hist is more or less completed and all i hv to do now is just touch up on my knowledge!! Yayee~
Though i dun hv much luck in friendships in class.. my current best friend doesn't hang out much w me, and dun show much interest.. and hangs out w ppl i dun like!! and i've a feeling my partner dun really like me bcos i'm too irritating..? feels weird.. and some more these few days i stare at ppl for no gd reason and dunno why, and the more they look back at me the harder it is to turn away.. i just can't help it and i hate that. but nvm, i'm not so much the Friendless Freak who is Frightened of even Trying but am on ok terms w some ppl i rarely spoke to b4-the most popular ppl in the class! Woots^^ But anyway, i've frens outside whom make me feel safe and i know i can count on- if i lose those ppl i think i shall just fall apart, but there're a few ppl whom i can turn to w/o a doubt until i'm sec4 and mayb even beyond- fr experience bcos i know tt we will always be loyal to each other.. and those who are not confirmed are very likely to, so ya.. (whoever i stared at, pls be aware tt i feel very uncomfortable tt i do it and dun even know why im doing so!)

WARNING: IF U R SENSITIVE TO OFFENSIVE LANG, STAY AWAY FROM THIS POST!! I AM IN A VERY FOUL MOOD RIGHT NOW AND AM CURSING AND SWEARING A LOT!!
ShiT!!! SHIT!!! i'm in such a foul mood, i'm not even sure why. I got bk my chn paper and got shit marks-30/50 and i thot i'd be ok w it but i'm NOT. bb say our eoy will be this minus 10 m so i'll fail..? idk.. SHIT. but i'm so not going to acknowledge the possibility of me FAILING MY EOY! urgh.. damn it. its like 4 compre which is my weakest? of all my components in this test i only failed compre!! anw even if i really do fail, there's still compo and oral to pull me up, and the whole yr my ppr grade is ave c5.. and i mayb can be salvaged if get d7, which i wun let myself get!! btw, i'm one of those folks who got b4 for this term's ppr!! Wasai!!>:( other ppl who dun speak a word of chn can get a2 and me who's just like them get so much worse?! i really do feel like some unwanted chicken woman extra.. i dun even get noticed by ppl, get bottom of the class for chn and nv win any awards for the sch?!
whatdoidowhatdoidowhatdoido??? i want to go to america, the world's paradise.. students can wear makeup to sch, go to ppl's hse for party every night.. and, in my opinion, is hence relatively stress-free.
I 4got to mention tt aft math lesson ytd when we stand up to thk tr i tripped on my bag and fell down..!! Argh!! so paisay.. it was so funny i kept laughing at myself..
HIst source SUX!! can't really find usefulness source, which will be damn impt.. i did 1 and idk if i screwed up..
I still hv so many FREAKIN tests and assgs to attend to!! i've math and sc, and a STUPID WASTE TIME HOMEC PROJ TO DO?!!!! i HATE projs!!!!!! they're the worst part of sch!! and some more it is only finished nx term when im supposed to prepare for eoy!! i feel very depressed whenever they throw this type of shit at us!! anw i'm jus tryin to get a good hold of my time, and start 1 wk b4 test and not one day. And im addicted to playing comp now and must play everyday or i will stress until explode and once i finish some hist sources or sth i run to the comp and play for mayb 1/2h bcos 1) my bro always watches me play and playing will distract him fr his work (and he gets to play when im studying!), 2) and bcos both of us hv work mum gives us limit.
Life is a war that only ends when u die. every moment is a battle. battle with stress, battle to push up yr marks, battle with bullies.. and at times u r fighting several at a time (just like me now!) Oh, and when u pass on, u begin a NEW war. Life is suffering. In that case, why live? Isn't living full of torment and pain? anw killing yrself isn't any gd, in yr nx life u become a hungry ghost. the only way out is nirvana.. and its like almost impossible but we all try to work towards it.. and to do that u can't resent life!!

Only barely after my slack period came to relieve me, stress has come back. its too soon! Sucks. but nvm, i just finished chp 8 of hist!:D Only first round, though. i still hv source..D:
Wkend nth much to write lar. spent a lot of time doing hwk. was in quite a bad mood on sat. i had insomnia bcos i play comp get overexcited >:( now i so tired. and ytd night was that toopid ntl day talk and they din show any nice movies:( but tonight got one!:P Btw nx wk will hv 2 sc tests. the mcq one is on mon and i hv to cram 2tests over the wkend?!>:( walao.. now idk if got time to watch movie aft sch on fri.
bb demoralized our class yet again tdy!D:< he say our test do too slowly, eoy dunno wad will become of us cos can't finish.. toopid.. why must do so fast? some more our sch sec2 paper set even harder thn other sch sec4 one leh! so unfair. but he say no1 fail the test:D our PPR lowest is b4:D but thn he say those who get b4 must watch outD:..
U know my prev post on X&Y? ok, they're not so bad now. X realised she made me very upset, and now she's ok except that she still doesn't like meD: Y has improved this term, she 4got her hate for me:D but there's still a permanent barrier. the following poem describes my journey home tdy:

Ice People
There were three on the train.
Only one was youthful and warm
And had no idea about the tension.
The other two were human blocks of ice.
Once, they had been one
Warm liquid solution.
However,
One became cold, and froze.
The other followed.
Now they are apart,
Cold to each other
Like blocks of ice.

The warm person alighted.
The ice people had yet to travel.
They travelled a few stops together
Without speaking much.
They, too did not like the coldness
And tried to warm up a little.
Still, the ice would not melt
And never will.
And they do not bother
To warm up
Because
It is fruitless.

And when they parted,
They were glad to.
They could be warm again.

Sorry that i din bold or make the fonts italic bcos my comp sth wrong. When it's better i'll edit if i rmb. If u dun understd the poem, its ok. it's just my obsession with poetry.
"And the memories so close to me
Just fade away"
So true, but i've to put the past behind me.
It's time to let go.

i hv not posted since tue. This post might get long. grandmother story..
Wed
Got 3 tests bk. ting xie hiscore 98/100, zuo wen not so gd 60/100, Geog just nice got 20/25!! tr gave full marks for the q i mixed up. Whew~ Hit my target just nice!!
Went to science ctr for da Vinci. Wasn't as good as exp. the exhibits not even real lar, pls! (except the notebks he used mayb) Delayed like siao aft the thing and went home super late, stayed up to do hw. I thot this wk was senang, but not quite!! i got pissed off bcos i couldn't find some things, kicked my foot so hard that i got black-n-blue and it hurt to walk even the nx day, urgh!
Thu
Sth pissed me off like dunno wad durin PE (this i shall talk abt later bcos i shall share my woes on tdy) But yea, with my prev partner i hd fun.. Got my chn mock test bk.. OMG got F9 lar and i nearly broke down.. Studied hist bcos was sick of hvg no bk to read, dance tr nv scold us tt day:P ..bb was really encouraging to me tt i can pass the real test, and gave us pract some more, (but u will see wad he did tdy!!) I borrowed a vamp bk when i went lib w cheapo, and i oso helped her w the exco stuff. cca was messy, got ceramic on my specs n hair, and my sponge stuck to my hand. Fortunately, aft i redid my bowl it was still in gd shape. Stayed up again..
Today
Woeful stuff☠
Guess what?? I SCREWED MY CHN!!
I watched GI joe tdy and the cinema was at least 80% guys and it was so weird. i sat btwn 2 big guys who stank. I think i was the only person fr my sch. The ending was really nice, but transformers is still better. (Random though) Bye.

i know this has nth to do w u but i am in a very abnormal mood right now bcos
I DEFEATED MY COMP GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!:D
u dunno how happy i am right now. i spent a few months on this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:DDDDD i'm obviously crazy now. i keep screaming like a mad woman! as if i got into first round of s'pore idol! (which i obviously will nv even join)>:P
okie dokie, i guess all of yall are saying ERRRRR.. so what? right now. Have right?:( so i suggest u go to miniclip to play Final Ninja!!!!! its dem hard but go slowly lar. i got stuck at lvl 3 u know? tdy can go until lvl 20!!!!!!!:D first, i beat lvl 19. thn 4 lvl 20 i cheong and cheong and defeated it!! :D i think u all are giving me the errr.. look right now but i dun care!!! Go and play!!!! (apologies if i wasted yr time but i am absolutely xiao now!!)
~i'm soo happy i could fly..~<3

Yayee~ i've reset the time and its correct now!!
soo boring. Now i long for work. nv knew i'd feel this way, considering the fact that i'm lazy by nature and nv studied for a single test until pri6!! In sec1 first two terms i was quite lazy too, but realised the true meaning of working hard. OMG. i've finished tuition hw long ago.. i'm used to slogging and stressing so much idk wad to do w all my time. Mum doesn't let me play final ninja till aft dinner..
I had oral tdy and was soo freaked out i could practically hear my heart beating once i sat down on the chair with e psg!! i nearly hyperventilated bcos i was afraid the person in front finish early thn i hv to go.. and i tried to make myself calm down i got freaked and my voice trembled and stuttered quite a bit,but i think i wun fail cos when he went thru the psg aft tt i got some of the diff words right- whew!

Ytd went to sengkang to swim. I've been waiting 8 months to go there! I miss the gd old slides. It was soo fun. I thot of sth u might consider sick bcos i saw sth* (which i wun mention bcos yr gg to feel sick.) And later at night i dreamt of** (dun make me say who!!)-it was dem random though. I think all of u hv no idea wad i'm gettin at. Nvm.
NDP was nicee~ i was bathing n i din see the pole dancers though. Reminds me of that time peijing's nickname was "Pole dancer"!! So funny. O.O later she kill me if she see~ I like the song "what do u see" but alot of ppl dun~ S'pore idol was soo funny- that crazy guy dressed up as some weird character and scared the small boy boy>:P so funny. And that person who made flo cry~ i dun understd why leh.. Later i forced myself to stay up to catch 300- was dem nice but i forced myself to go to bed at 11 and missed the rest which as dem gd..
Am pretty bored now. No bks to read.. not much to study.. feels weird not to slog.. but fun too.. pretty sinful... My final ninja level 19 has hope now cos i played and played..:P

Am i the only one who posts daily? sigh. Is yr life that dead? I realised, aft blog hopping, many ppl hv dead blogs. thn u create a blog 4 wad? Anw, I had fun tdy and was super slack. I feel weird w/o much to do leh. Went sentosa, took cable car cos got offer:) but not so worth it lar, althou the view was great, but thn was quite short and car's more conv. But 4 the experience lar. Takin the free bus and tram was interesting:P Went to the nature park, exploring was fun:D But bro was very grouchy:( we dipped our feet into a fake pool made by a fake waterfall. Went the the beach. Had ramen for lunch, so yummy, and later for dinner my dad tried to copy the cooking style:P At the beach i din bring noodle (that floating device which we use for safety) but thn i still swam out with water over my head. Water was clear tdy, and i could even see the bottom of the sea:) When i sat on the shoreline the waves kept washing me and my swimsuit got soiled with sand:P Some more later i peed in the ocean(dun tell other ppl ar?):)
I slept like a log when i came home cos very tired. I only managed to do a bit of tuition hwk cos want to watch tv. I feel so sinful:P I really feel bad leh. I feel that i shld be working, but am too lazy(?) Like that idk how to survive end-of-yr hols- 9 wks! I think i'll start studying for sec3- esp lang, but play hard too! Going taiwan some more- 10 days. Can u believe i nv went for a holiday longer thn 4 days b4? this is like, over twice!:P And my furthest dist (June) is only 1/2 of this. Thn play like mad lor. But will be very tiring cos we're travelling around the whole country.
OMG. I better study chn. My tuition tr say I can do very well if i dun panic. She went thru my pract paper w me (cos we could bring home) and i failed zong he tian kong- could hv gotten double according to her if i read properly- idk leh, bb say the actual will be harder:( i think i'm really demoralized and dunno how to start. Better do sth. It's his fault. He has obviously demoralized the whole class, and the more he exp, the worse we do. Well, enough of him. I think yall are really sick of him now.. And in the first place i shldn't write this cos its morally wrong. Nvm. I shall enjoy my wkend but try to be balanced. I shall watch a lot of tv. and definitely go for a movie (probably overheard) on fri aft sch cos there are jus loads of gd movies. I'll be left w G.I. Joe- i'll see abt tt. Bye!

I was sooo glad when i din c bb in the morning and thot he was absent. Goodness Knows and he suddenly appeared in that qian bian red polo tee tt we exp him to wear and he looked so funny I had to look away and bite my tongue really hard to keep fr laughing. It ended up every1 attire very sui bian, some wore short skirts and let down our hair and even wore nail polish. Thn i let down my hair also
I din really get to sit w my frens (cos we were all jumbled up when they asked us to sit on the track) but i din bother to anw. I just acted normal. then later saw cheapo they all sitting in front and when they asked us to stand i went to poke them w my flag:D Oh yea, my clas din even get 3rd for the class deco-bb sure scold and blame us 4 not strating early. We got so many tests, where got time lor? Cheapo's class won and i whacked her bcos bb is gg to kill us all. anw their class cnt compare to ours lar.
Later they announced that BB was going lead the singing!:O I was like, What de...? Arr? EEYER! and denise had the same reaction. thn i was like errr... at first he sing until very sui bian,thn later sing better. LOL. O.O later sm1 think what that i keep spying* Had fun:)
Buit at the end they had a spot check and detained all those who were so-called "dressed inappropriately"-ERRRR... its lyk this is a celeb thn even b concious of how we dress, wear white shirt also cnt, wadeva also cnt--i think i'm gonna hv a personal talk w my yr head abt this. evry1 i talked to felt its crazy! they say cnt wear above knees and all the rubbish- Hello, we're teens, if yr defn of modest is pants up to yr knees, thn we might as well all wear chador tt the Muslims wear and only expose our eyes!- a unanimous agreement among several of us. I think i hv to find the yr head to get this straight. My fren got detained jus for wearing sleeveless when they din even say and their hockey uniform is sleeveless, the dance leotard shows off ppls cleavage and the pe shorts are super short! That's the baffling thing. Peijing got detained(and like 1/5 of the sch did) and thn hv to admit they r wrong- if i were there, i will sue the sch instd. walau.
nicole anne said that she wanted to watch Orphan w peijing instead, thn later she waited for peijing and we went off w/o her, thn she call say she now want to join us. Haiyo, and we still had to cheong although we watch 11am show. Movie was GD,some part quite sad. End exciting. my hands were numb aft i came out. we met elizabeth they all outside and they were watching the same show later! I warned them abt the freezing cinema.
I bot Macs for lunch but by the time i reached home was COLD and not so nice alr. Mayb this meal also not so worth it lar.
Feels empty w/o work to do.. nid to be occupied. Anw got tuition later to occupy me. Painted my nails all black jus now for fun.. Bye

Tdy was a gd and interesting day. i think i heard bb singing our sch song durin assembly- it was so funny i had to keep fr laughing!:D He sing so loud. played volleyball for pe, it was really fun. Althou it really really hurt everytime u hit. sometimes hit until super pain, like my muscles sprain like that. One time the ball some more slap my face, another hit my nose. i almost exp it to bleed. its dem cool lor. u hit hit hit very fun one. we played doubles and everytime the other side either missed the first shot, or it went under the rope that we're supposed to throw over, dem funny lor:)
Later we had phototaking for connexio aft recess. i wore my blouse over pe tee cos later got dance. i made dem retarded faces and we all kept laughing. Later the indian dance tr was freakin impatient and anyhow scold us cos she exp too much. she think we can rmb the steps arr? so many, of course get confused. Or mayb cos the other classes all liddat. Thn she keep shouting at us and we were like errrr, wads her prob arr? Mayb can oso understd, cos very frustrating ma. she keep saying like we gd class also dance like shit. Just like bb. Everytime nv do anything but scold scold scold. exp exp exp. He kena sai lar. even co-form learn fr him liao. Thn we hv double scoldings, althou his of course worse lor. we also nv do anything wrong, still say we so irresponsible and all the shit. Errrr....
We tried to bribe the judge for our ntl day decos when they came aft sch cos one of them is our chem tr. Our class very cham alr. everytime we lose to the others bb will scold like shit. Cos we are stretch class and he wants everything best, and anyhow abuse us if things are not up to his impossible exp. Idiot lar! I scared we lose eh. Cheapo's class deco until so nice>:(
Yay! Tmr i can wear nice clothes to sch. Qiuzi and i may watch UP aft sch. Yay~
Just now durin lunch cheapo went to whack qiuzi and nicole anne(cos she tried to take pics of the fight) althou we were running late for cca. It was hilarious:) Thn durin cca we had alot of fun and we smeared ceramic water onto each other's arms:P my dish of water dunno why became dry and she squished all her dirty sponge water into it and i screamed Eeyer! then i push her hands away and she squish onto the table:D
Yay! hv long wkend. i'm exhausted aft studying lit and staying up. many nice movies. btw i can go and watch if i'm free. I think if qiuzi cnt tmr i might catch G.I. Joe or overheard. Woots^^

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm free!!
MY TESTS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't just say yay for that, although its the biggest breather. the reasons for "yay" are: 1, i got bk some tests and they are pretty well done. 2, i found the lit test easy and believe that i will do well, and my efforts paid off. 3, i get to play comp. 4, ntl day is comin n we can wear home clothes to sch as long as it's red!!!!!:D Have such a rare chance. i will make sure i look as gd as possible to make full use of this opportunity!:D 5, i'm going to da vinci the genius for free with my sch. 6, i no longer feel so despised. 7, will be released early this fri at 10am. 8, i hv a chance to watch G.I. Joe- a rare trip to the cinema! And to eat Macs! 9, hv a long wkend to relax and play hard- i wanna go swimming!:D 10, i had fun doing ntl day deco tdy. i was painting stars and was excited and painted all the nails on my left hand white and the nails on my right red!:P 11, there are gd tv shows comin up in the nx few days for me to watch, including s'pore idol! 12, in the nx fortnight hv fewer tests. 13, my geog tr let us watch slumdog millionaire, which is nc16, during class:D. 14, i've finished my sister's keeper. It was splendid, but i didn't like the ending. it was so horrible and shocking that anna was the one who died. i dun like heroes to die in the end. but i'm glad i didn't even feel like crying over the bk:D. 15, there is cca tmr and it'll be fun!! 16, i've thought of some pretty gd ideas for art. 17, my future doesn't look so bleak. i've hope even if i can't do pure geog!:D i've realised that i in fact find lit fun! i even kinda enjoyed slogging for it! mayb my lit doesn't suck so much. moreover, if i dun get into trip sc, i can consider doing o level art!:D i've learnt to be like hari, who learnt to adapt:D wahaha. 18, i'm able to help some ppl w lit. 19, denise is very sweet.
BUT there are not so good things too. 1, some ppl dun agree w me tt bb is downright unreasonable and a pain in the butt. 2, there is a grp of horrible ppl who have been doing horrible things lately. They make everyone vomit blood. 3, bb assigned us a stupid retarded proj that's like wen shi. stupid lar, he! 4, i found out only when he was givin out that we had a mock test ytd, and it was so hard. 5, he said the actual will be even harder. 6, he didn't test me oral tdy and i want it over and done with. 7, he said some demoralising things to my class. we are so unlucky. 8, he told us he'll be teaching sec3 nx yr and if i get him i'll still hv him in sec4!D; 8, i've still assg that i hvnt done. 9, i've to plan for the stressful wks ahead so i wun get too stressed out. 10, i'm makin little progress on final ninja lvl 19. gdness knows when i'll complete it. 11, my classmates whom i dun mmix w are moviegoers and much as i want to wacth w ppl, i dun wanna chuck in. its a bit weird watching alone.12, my frens are stressed out and demoralised and i can't help them. 13, my lit tr will give my whole class 0 if anyone leaks the topics of the test. 14, i dun feel like singing for an hr on fri. 15,ytd my doggy came durin bb's lesson and was quite embarrassed. 16, cannot wear too short to sch on fri. they too concious lar. not everyone goes ard molesting teens right?
all in all, i've more + thn - so for the time being things are gd. i shall talk abt lit. since mon, i crammed one whole lit essay for every single qn, and there were lyk, 10qs? i worked very very hard on it. i slept at 11 on both days. However, my efforts paid off. I had little diff answering the q just now! i was immediately able to come up w my pts. yayee~

Woots^^ Had CIP tdy. was quite cool. Well,when arrived @ dhoby got, there were only sec3s there n i got scared tt there were no sec2s doing-tahaha,my nature to panic. thn i called joanne they all, took dem long 2 ans, found out they doin at clarke quay, and this guy in charge let me go n do w them. 1/2h was gone by e time i found them:Pand then went to buy sweets, then walked ard s'pore river,n e ang mohs were particularly unreceptive-joanne told me they're sick of such stuff alr(well, i wld b if i were them>:)) some ppls donated but din buy our stuff,or bot 4 less thn they paid:P lyk this guy at e beer shop who paid $50 but only took lyk 5 cards:) shirts were e hardest to sell. Hvg done cip all day, aft over an hr,they forced me 2 go mrt stn n sit there n study when we were supposed 2study>:D Tahaha. So sneaky of us. 1hr of free cip hrs! e ppl in charge din know(and some more rated us 6 for evrythg!)>:P we r sooo cheat lor. They kept delaying,esp jingyi:) cos they all hvnt study yet. joanne let me listen 2her songs-so nice:P i want leh! thou i'm obsessed w e h1n1 song- when u wash yr body wash yr hands too! must wash after poopoo, or germs will stick2u...>:Di cn memorise most~ l8r wehn we finally went bk 2 dhoby there was this (qian bian?) lady who stopped us n ask us if want free macs tt she got @ isetan,she's really nicee really~althou she's an air i really dun lyk.. wa, got free some more! she bot a shirt(our1st)too! tyvm!!!:P we had leftover tees so grace n jingyi stole em as we hd enough costs to cover>:D i din hor, i found it too dishonest!:O dun point @ me~studied sc ytd,althou spent whole day,got ecstatic aft tt n played final ninja~on fri beat lvl 17,thn ytd beat lvl18!:D woots^^ only 2more lvl 2 clear-lvl19 doesn't prove as hard as it seems~ yippie!thn i shall make my own videos>:)just hope ppl look @ them. whee! i'm not so stressed alr,but will b tmr cos got 10qs of lit to cram in 2 days. Nvm,over on wed n i can PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD